写这一章的时候我正好在听Griffin Oskar的《Hostage》，瞅了眼歌词发现这歌意外的贴合我们王哥啊：

And if love is a drug, I don't want it

Because I don't have any self-control

The harder I try to get off it

The more I can see that I need it I need it

如果爱会成瘾我宁愿远离

因为我深知自己毫无自制

可试图摆脱只会让我越加清楚

真正渴求这份爱的人是我自己